Sick. Mind.

Along with an appalling number of other people in my life right now, I am currently sick in bed. I feel totally helpless and frankly quite frustrated by the time and money that I'm wasting just lying here like a potato, calling off work each day that another cough attack nearly pops the pressure from … Continue reading Sick. Mind.


The Madness

You need to let go, so I've learned, so I know sink into the high sink into the lows   or be caught in your wind you foolish soul The wind you've created, that halts all your growth   So my dear, my sweet when this does arise; sink into the madness, and open your … Continue reading The Madness

Needless to Say, it’s been a Bad Morning

Super cool! This blogger came across one of my posts and asked to publish it to her blog. Check out her page – awesome concept!

This Terrible Morning.

I woke up wildly unhappy this morning. My back was aching, the sound of my alarm felt like it was stabbing through my brain, and the sky was as grey as my hair will be after yet another long-as-hell day at work today.

So, I decided to make myself my favourite curry for lunch. I made it, it was amazing, I was starting to feel some sense of happiness again, and then I let it “simmer” while chatting with my mom as I ate my oatmeal. 30 minutes later, I run back into the kitchen to find my curry burnt to a crisp. I proceeded to hold in tears and a burning desire to scream at the top of my lungs, and instead took a deep breath and left my house silently.

At work my pants were uncomfortable, my backache felt like some god is trying to test my ability…

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Psychological Control

Disclaimer: This post is essentially a self-therapy session of me ranting about my problems and solutions. Please enjoy if you care to read. So, here's the thing. I've mentioned already that since being home I've been in this weird life limbo that's caused me to feel this sense of dullness and unfulfillment, which is obviously taking … Continue reading Psychological Control